First posting . .

Esok dah nk g hospital sentosa utk lapor diri kt sne .. mggu depan dah nk start posting .. hummm ..ntah la , excited pn ad , takot pn ad ..tp x twu la takot sb ap .. hiii ... hummm , arap2 mggu depan 1st day posting x kne mara ngn therapist .. bkn aqu g hospital uh sorang2 .. pegi ngn classmate .. NIENA AZMAN ! .. Ktwg jmpe kt kl sentral esk then g hospital sesame naik monorel .. ble da smpi sne jmpe abg aqu AIMAN ! hahha.. bkn abg btl tuh , tuh kwn je ya aq anggp mcm abg aq .. die tuh ad senang sikit nk minta tlg die . . sb esok last die posting .. lau x ad die , x twu la aqu nk uat ap kt hospital uh .. asenye trcegat la aqu kt dpn pintu hospital tuh .. lps dah jmpe N.I twos g hospital ..then dari situ la bermulanye diari idop aqu sepanjang posting kt situ  .. hahahaha .. Arap posting kt situ best & therapist die pn best2 .. senang sikit idop aqu , x ad la aqu nk skt aty ngn mn2 therapist kt situ .. 

Dah nasib badan :'(

Knp sy sllu jadi tmpt owg lepaskan mara .. ap slh sy ?? humm .. kdng2 sy ase mcm owg x pk prasaan sy .. ingt sy ni x ad aty & perasaan ke ?? hummm .. xpe lah ..  ble da kne mara trpksa la kne timer , tp sy sdeyh .. tuhan je twu .. ase sy ni mcm anak patung pn ad .. Maybe x ad owg da nk syg sy sb tuh dwg x pk prasaan sy .. ase nk nges pn ad .. ary2 sy pk , ap lg slh yg sy buat .. Smpi sy ase down ble pk psl tuh .. sy pn mnusia jgk .. sme mcm owg lain .. pliss .. kesiankan sy .. tlg jgn buat sy mcm ni .. klu rse x puas aty , ckp je .. jgn tros mara sy x gne otak .. sdeyh ouhh cm ni .. :'(

Hati ku berteriak !

Sy twu awk da ilang kepercayan pd sy tp pliz , jgn tros sktkan aty sy .. sy twu awk da x pcya pd sy , tp x smue bnda awk x nk pcya sy lngsng .. awk twu , sy skt aty sgt ble awk uat sy cm niy .. tlg pk kan perasaan sy sme .. aty sy skt awk .. sy ase nk nges je , tp utk ap sy nges , sy x kn dpt uat awk pcya sy pn .. sy sdeyh sgt2 awk .. sy tgk awk da byk berubah .. sy x twu knp .. awk nk sy uat ap ?? cm ne sy nk uat awk pcya ?? ntah la awk .. sy pnt mcm niy , pnt gado ngn awk lg .. terpulang lah pd awk ..

sedeyh . . :'(

Sdeyh gyla arini .. sptotnye jmpe die rini tp ktwg plk gado .. humm .. time owg ngh happy ni mcm2 lah nk berlaku .. haishhh =(

sbnrnye sy happy sgt2 ble dpt twu awk da abis posting .. sy happy sb awk da balik , mlm ni nk jmpe die dgn harapan dpt mkn ais cream cornetto .. agaknye x dpt la nk mkn ais cream yg die blnje .. Sdeyhnye :'( .. tp lebey baik x jmpe if awk x ad mood n awk mara sy lg .. sb sy x nk ble awk jmpe sy nnt , awk uat mke .. tu lg la akn uat sy skt aty .. sy rndu nk tgk awk .. x sbr nk tgk awk , dah la x dpt gambar awk , mlm ni depan2 pn sy x dpt jmpe awk .. Sorry sb td da kaunag ajar ngn awk , sy twos letak fon cm tuh je , tp awk x twu sbnrnye sy skt aty mse tuh .. awk lngsng  x pcya ap yg sy ckp .. MAAFKAN SY .. 

:'(

KEPERCAYAAN . .

Humm .. susa klu x ad keprcayaaan dlm sesuatu hubungan .. tp  tu yg trpksa aqu terima .. slh aqu jgk sb pnh hilangkan kpercayaan yg die penah bg pd aqu dulu .. ble da ad mslh cm niy susa la .. walaupun bnde yg aqu ckp tuh langsung die x pcya .. humm x pe lah,nk uat cm ne kan , slh diri sendiri  jgk .. smlm aqu btl2 x fhm knp die ttbe tnye aqu soklan yg aqu pnh jwb dulu .. perlu ke aqu ckp byk kly ?? if bnde tuh aqu x buat tuh mknenye x lah , mse ble plk aqu jmpe  HAFIZ .. ?? x penah aqu jumpe die seumo idop aqu , belom pnah .. fhm?? x penah okie ..  ! 

Hummm .. arini ckp agy psl HAFIZ tuh .. gado lg psl bnde niyh .. Mmg owg plan nk g kuantan tp x ad plk over excited nk pegi situ , if aqu pergi situ pn bkn aqu nk jmpe hafiz .. Ye.. mmg btl aqu kwn dgn kwn hafiz tp bkn aqu nk jmpe hafiz & hafiz x twu pn psl niy .. knp nk gado psl bnde niy ??  Ye  la awk .. mmg btl ap awk ckp pg td , sy x guna otak , sy mmg bodo .. btl la tuh ap awk ckp .. sy terima ap je yg kua dari mulut awk .. Klu sy explain mcm mn pun kt awk , awk jgk yg nk mng , awk je btl .. lebeyh baik sy diam je .. lau sy ckp pn , bkn nye awk nk pcya sb sy twu awk x pnh pcya sy .. kn ?? hummm .. sy x kisah if awk dah x pcya sy lg .. sy cma jadi gf awk tp kpcyaan awk pd sy x ad .. btl x ??

I MISS YOU SO MUCH !

Awak twu x knp sy minta gambar awk ?? sbb sy rindu awk sgt2 .. knp sy mnta awk x bg pn .. ada ke awk cakap kt sy suh sy tgk kt fb je ??hummm .. sedeyh asenye ble awk ckp mcm tuh .. sy rindu awk , sy tingin nk gambar awk ..  kelmarin awk ckp awk belum snap lg gmbar awk .. sb awk ckp awk skt kpla , ble dah webcam , sy tgk awk mcm x sht .. sy twu mse tuh awk skt kpla .. awk twu x betapa rindunye sy pd awk mse tuh ?? msti awk x twu kan .. tp x pe sy tunggu .. Rini sy minta gambar awk lg .. awk ckp awk trlupe nk snap pix , sb awk kte awk ad ospe ari ni & awk skt kpla .. Then awk ckp kt sy yg awk da snap gambar tuh mse sy call awk ptg td .. ble sy minta , awk ckp " mse ble sy ckp sy da snap gambar " pas tuh awk ckp , awk nk snap pki webcam .. sy x nk pki webcam sb gambar dlm webcam kecik .. sy nk gambar awk sb sy nk simpan dlm fon .. klu sy rindu awk , boleyh sy tgk kt dlm fon .. humm tp x pe awk , awk nk sy faham awk kan .. okie, sy faham keadaan awk .. nk twu knp sy x bertekak psl gambar tuh ngn awk sb sy twu awk akan ungkit psl gambar sy .. sy x ske nk gdo ngn awk , if awk x boleyh nk bg , awk ckp je x boleyh .. bkn sy nk mara pn ..lau sy ckp psl janji awk nk bg gambar tuh msti awk akn ungkit jgk kan .. sy kenal syg sy mcm mn .. sb tuh sy x nk gado psl gambar td .. tp awk kne twu betapa sakitnye aty sy ble menahan rindu sy pd awk .. Semua slh sy sb sy pn sllu mungkir janji .. Hati sy kte , " xpe .. sy kne sabar "

I LIKE THE WAY YOU SMILE ,

I LIKE THE WAY YOU TALK ,

I LIKE THE WAY YOU LOOK AT ME ,

AND I LIKE THE WAY YOU MAKE ME MISS YOU ..

MISS YOU !

~saya sayang awak~

CINTA & PENGORBANAN

Humm .. aqu x twu ap yg nk jadi dgn hubungan ktwg , x twu sma ada aqu brubah or die brubah or keadaan yg berubah .. seriously , aqu syg die sgt2 .. x penah syg mn2 laki mcm aqu syg die .. humm aqu x ske ble ad ppe yg jadi dgn hubungan ktwg .. sy nk jd gf yg terbaik utk awk .. tp sy blm twu sy dah smpi ke tahap tuh ke blm .. 

hummm .. sy ase kekdng mcm trhegeh2 kt awk je .. tp x pe lah .. sy lpekan je sb sy syg awk .. sy twu , awk da byk lakukan mcm2 pengorbanan utk sy .. sy hargai .. skunk sy da x cntrol awk agy sb sy x nk jd gf yg selfish n control idop awk .. sy da unblock fb exgf awk ( yuyu ) .. Knp sy buat mcm tuh?? sb sy x nk jd pompuan yg g block fb awk , sb bg sy .. if awk syg kn sy , awk sndri akan block die , bkn sy ! tp x pe lah .. sy da boleyh timer smue tuh .. mybe sb sy sllu cntrol idop awk lah , awk jd rengang dgn sy .. sorry sb sy da byk wat bnde yg awk x ske .. sy x ske ble ad antra kte yg brubah .. hummm pas tuh , sy kdng2 trase jgk ble , awk dah tag nme sy kt fb awk , tp nk uat cm neyh .. xkn sy nk trhegeh2 sruh awk uat cm tuh .. dulu awk sllu tag nme sy n say " i love you , i miss you " now , dah x ad agy cm tuh .. tp sy tru pk positif psl tuh .. slh sy jgk , dlu ble awk sllu tag bnde2 cm uh kt fb sy , sy sllu delete n x bls bnde yg awk post kt sy .. x pe , sy timer sb slh sy .. humm , awk dah x ikot khndak sy skunk .. tp slh sy gak sb x pnah nk pnuhi khndak awk sblm niy .. 

sy x ske ble awk ungkit bnde2 lps ble kte gado .. skunk sy da x kisah awk kwn ngn sp , msg dgn sp , chat ngn sp sb sy x nk awk bosan ble awk asik lyn sy je .. sy twu , awk pn ad life awk jgk kn .. ?? apa yg pnting skunk , awk kne pk sndri apa yg terbaik utk hubungan kte .. if awk ase akn menyakitkan aty sy , awk x perlu nk uat bnde yg boleyh lukakan aty sy .. sy twu awk syg sy mcm mn .. sme mcm sy syg awk jgk skrg .. pape pn , thanks sb da uat sy bahagia walaupun sy sdeyh .. =')

Kaer - Izinku Pergi

10 pekara yang awak x ske tp saya buat . .

1 ) sy sllu degil , x dgr ckp awk .
2 ) sy sllu merajuq .
3 ) sy ske uat perangai .
4 ) sy ske uat awk mara . 
5 ) sllu x bgtwu awk yg sy dah tdo .
6 ) sllu x bgtwu awk yg sy da abes kelas .
7 ) sllu tipu awk .
8 ) sllu carik gadoh . 
9 ) sllu bls msg lmbt . 10 ) sllu berahsia .

LOVE YOU FAKHRUL RAZI =)

Air OHh AIR ..

 Air oh air .. kau wat aqu rse trsiksa klu x ad air .. tu lah mnusia , ble x ad air bru nk trhegeh2 nk crik air .. Ari ni penat sgt2 mngangkat air .. ase nk trcabut dah tngn nih angkt air ..  bayangkn dari tingkat bwh naik ke tingkat 2 .. berulang2 trun naik tangga .. Perghhhh .. mmg seronok sgt lah kan .. ramai yg beratur kt bwh amik air .. haishhh .. mmg nk pth dah niyh ha spine aqu .. atas nshat doctor , aqu juz amik air stakat yg mampu jer .. mmg da pnt sgt .. da 3 ary berturut cm niyh .. nsib baik esk ad clss .. lau x ad clss , x ad nye aqu trun bwh g amik air utk esk .. nk tawu np x ad air ?? owner hostel ni x bayar bil .. mmg kurang ajar la kan , kolej suh bayar tp kau x g bayar pulak .. mmg kau mnyusahkan smue org la kan .. ishhh .. ble nk ad air niyh .. arap kau g byar bil kau yg RM30ribu secepat yg mungkin sb kau da nyusahkan smue students kt sini .. owg nk g clss pn susa sb x ad air nk mandi .. Urghhhhhh !! da x thn da idop cm niyh weyh .. dri tulang belakang aqu dah x skt tewos sakit cm niyh .. so utk korang semua amik lah pengajaran ni .. ble x ad air, bru korng crik air .. SO HARGAI LAH AIR !

JuLaI oHh JuLAi

forget everything about you

I will forget you. Starting today,
I don’t know you. I have never seen you.
We never even walked pass eachother.
I’m okay. I forgot everything. I’m happy with my busy life.
I’ve met a great person too.

Love is always like this. It fades away after some time.
Can’t even remember it,

When love goes away, another love comes again. It definitely will.

Even if it hurts now, it will hear a little later.
It will forget. I will too.

It’s not difficult. I will forget everything after today.
I’m just getting used to my changed life. 

Love is always like this. It fades away after some time.
Can’t even remember it. 

I will erase everything.I definitely will.

When love goes away, another love comes again. It definitely will.
Even if tears fall now, I will smile a little later.
I will forget you now. Just like a wound heals…
I will. I will. I will forget you.

gemok VS my new boyfriend . .

Ttbe plk tingat psl bln lepas , ade suprise yg x dijangkakan .. nk twu knp?? sb si gemok uat suprise .. sangat terkejut mse tuh .. humm .. ase nk nges mse tuh pn ad tp x twu la nk nges sb ap,smaada nk nges sb terkjut or sb rndu .. tp asenye dua2 kot .. hihihi .. mcm mn la x terkjut , ad ke die balik KL x bgtwu .. lps uh twos g hostel .. mle2 kne tipu .. knonnye mlm tuh die x ad kedit .. and die mntx tlg owg topupkan die .. dlm keadaan kte plak yg demam ni pn kua la sb nk topupkn utk die .. kte nye urgent sgt , nk kol mak die .. lau bkn d'sbbkn urgent mse uh owg x kn nye g tlg topup sb mse uh plk owg demam .. humm .. mse nk jln g kedai uh , mse uh owg ad kt dpn hostel laki .. owg pn jln ah cepat2 sb mse uh plk mcm nk ujan .. mse jln uh ttbe ada org pgg bahu owg dari blkng . Mse tu .. Nauzubillah .. ase cm nk mati je .. mne x nye , owg ingt ad owg nk rogol owg .. aduihh .. skly tgk upe2nye si gemok .. mmg kne cubit la die mse uh .. dah la balik x bgtwu .. tp kn yg best nye , si gemok bawakkan bear .. bsr sgt bear tuh ,agy bsr dri owg .. hihi .. happy sgt time tuh  tp owg agy happy sb owg dpt jmpe die .. da sbln x dpt jmpe die sb die posting kt KELANTAN .. rindu tuh mmg x boleyh nk ckp lah , mmg rndu habis lah .. tp skunk bear uh dah jd my new boyfriend start die g posting .. haha .. padan mke awk FAKHRUL RAZI sb awk dah ada madu baru .. =P

pape pn thanks syg sb uat suprise yg mcm uh .. syg awk sgt2 ..

with my new boyfriend =p